I am a to do list person, I write them and have them all over my house. I write them everyday, ......every year. My lists are always the same at the top wake early for prayer and meditation.They are long, they include what to do at home,what to buy,menus for the week with grocery list and at what to do at work and for sex too.Often times I end up working late at nights. Any me time is when everyone is in bed.Sometimes I forget my lists, but writing them down helps me to remember.I make special ones too, those that deal with my goals.Over the years I have written my 30th,35th.....those things I did not do I put them onto the other lists.
My 40th is soon to be here and I still have my 30s to do list to complete.I can not foreshadow what my life will be like, what I really want, I am getting a very hard time adjusting to change, yet I want change because I am changing.Some of the changes are very scary. I can not write my 40s to do list, here instead is my 30s spill over to do list, yet to be accomplished. Some of these things are spritual and and they are repeated often.
Pray and meditate on The Holy Bible for answers I am still waiting for.
Give more to sharing what I know.
Get involved with giving of myself more to others than my family.
Listen more than talk.
Get organise.
Make another child, hopefully a son.
Buy a house for my mother.
Start a blog.
Master the missionary sex possition
Save for retirement and college
Conquer my fears of swiming and driving.
Conquer some recipes I always yo yo on, meaning one time I make them well next time they are spoil products.
Complete a diploma I have started but did not finish and aquire a degree in nutrition.
Loose 10 pounds of stubborn weight, now for the past seven months, it has increased to 35lbs, using Caribbean creole food (Guyanese style)
Drink two litres of water daily, eat healthy,exercise daily and do regular health check ups.
Complete building and decorating where I live.
Start and grow dread locks.
Let beautiful me on the inside show on the outside(use simple home beauty routines for a better looking and feeling me).
Strive to and learn something new and do something for me everyday.
Sleep for me.
Let my husband really see me as the Miss Universe he married.
Dance everyday.
Remember always everyone has a right to change their mind including me.
Track my life goals and daily engagements and to do list.
Read voraciously to continue to learn and grow-eg History
Learn to speak and write Spanish and Portuguese
ABOUT ME
- STAR GIRL
- Bahamas, Freeport, Bahamas
- I'm short,but smart, there's no other like me. I'm geek but unique, no one can compare. Look@ me! I am married, with two beautiful daughters.I love to cook,read and write. Right now I'm freaking out about grey hairs, they are popping up everywhere. I exercise but still not fit.I feel old,confused,fed-up,and stupid these days. I recently moved to another country, and I am blank as to what my futune holds. I have a strong urge to write about my journey as I turn the pages.I hope to share what is happening at my end of the woods. During this process I would like to connect to other women, who are willing to share their ageing challenges and what they are doing about it. I hope I can be open about all the challenges even the desert spells.
TWO DECADES AGO
TWO DECADES AGO -BEAUTIFUL
WOMAN-WOMAN
WOMAN-WOMAN LOOK @ ME NOW
